We Are Never Never Ever.. Getting Back Together

As you are all getting to know these male characters in my life, I thought it was time to give them all a face. Not their real faces, but rather faces of actors or musicians that I think share similar features with them. So when you see gorgeous, chiseled God's below that we are all familiar with, please do not think I am actually dating them! I just thought this would be a fun way of sprucing up this growing blog.

Things with Jared: 

(featuring as Matt Damon) are officially over.

(side note: thank you to so many of you for helping me see his devious ways.)

I eventually worked up the courage to ask him the hell was going on because I was starting to feel like his convenient play thing. He said that he cannot commit to a serious relationship - at least he's honest. I respect that, yet there's no denying that it still hurt! Especially when my friend Tazzy texted me on Friday night (I was out home devouring a tub of Ben and Jerry's and a bottle of wine with my mother,) and told me that Jared was out at a club and attempting to hook up with every girl in sight! Ouch. 

What makes it all more confusing is that he tells me he really enjoys my company and that he'd love it if we could still spend time together - thank God I'm not a dumb blonde (apologies to any offence taken here.. I mean it as a figure of speech...), and I know exactly what he wants - and he's not getting it!!! 

I guess we could be friends, I mean we did get along really well, we just didn't work as more. I told him that of course we could still be friends but that he just needs to give me time. I did think him and I had a shot after all so I am disappointed (but not devastated).

That being said, I have an undeniable amount of more fun with Scott (featuring as Ryan Gosling...)

That night on the beach with him recently was so refreshing and amazing. He's lovely. 

I know that loads of you warned me against him too in my previous post but I can't explain it.

From the get-go I was wary of Jared... but with Sam I'm filled with this surprising trust. I mean, at least he told me that he had taken his ex-girlfriend back. He didn't have to tell me that. He could have lied and I'd never have known... and he DID say that he would leave her. 

They were having problems before I entered the picture too so it isn't like I'm the one to blame. For those of you who are visiting my newborn blog for the first time, then know that when I met Scott back in June he'd just come out of a relationship. We went on a wonderful date, racing each other to the restaurant (I nearly beat him!), had sushi and engaged in REAL conversation - there was no strained small talk. 

We just clicked.

When I had to go to the bathroom I got up and realised that it was a tint unisex loo. While washing my hands he came in and as I turned around he just picked me up so that my legs were wrapped around his waist and he kissed me. 

Literally what happened.... 

Then he put me down after about the longest five seconds of my life and whispered, "I'll see you back outside." 

Phwoar........

Now how is that for a first kiss!? 

It hasn't stopped being that spontaneous and fun ever since. Every time we see each other is better than the last and in fact, I might be seeing him tonight!!

I'll keep you posted on my crazy love life but right now, I need to go and fix this awful home job attempt I just did of ombre-ing my hair. 

Lets just say I've turned orange.......

Anyway guys let me know what you think about my blog. This is only my third post and if you haven't noticed yet - it's a bit of a different style of blogging. No beauty reviews or fashion post - I am anonymous after all! This blog is all a crazy soap opera of my love life... which I've been told in the past is really interesting so I though why not put it into writing and share it with the world. Maybe you relate, maybe you live vicariously through me... whatever you want. 

Let me know what you think! 

I'd love to know your thoughts.